In Your Eyes.

Today has been a almost blue kind of day.
You know what is so funny, I was mentioning yesterday about how I feel the the Lord is preparing my heart for the person he has for me. Well today is one of those days I need to remind myself that.
Today is a cloudy and rainy day in LA. People are going to be driving like idiots, and the store at work is going to be a slow one.
The only thing I kind of desire at this moment is some sappy love story. I want to be that sappy love story. I am tired of being single, I am sick and tired of carrying on by myself. I want to know what it is like to have someone you depend on.
So today is going to be a little bit different. I am going to take a break from being in Proverbs, and dedicate it to another book in the Old Testament today.

I am going to be in the book in Habakkuk. and I am actually only going to be looking mainly at a few verses, but today...they just really hit the spot.

in Habakkuk 2:3 it says:
"But these things I plan won't happen right away. Slowly, steadily, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, wait patiently, for it will surely take place. it will not be delayed."

this simple verse to me. Is one of those verses that gives me all the strength in the world.
It is a verse the lets me know that I need to still be patient. I need to stop complaining, I need to stop wanting to make something happen, when in reality...it is just not the right timing. I know that the person who God has for me is right around the corner, I know that he is near, but I just still need to be patient, and wait on the Lord and allow his timing to be the one in control.
Because like I have already mentioned. I know so little of the big picture, and he knows my life, he has everything laid out for me...it is my job to allow his plan to play out. I need to stop allowing my emotions and the silly things that pull me away from God to get in my way.
I continue need to focus my mind on the things above, and trust that this is his plan and not mine.
I know that there will be someone for me, and I know that he will come. I just need to give it time. To allow our paths to meet up...whenever that may be.
one day I will look back at this post and laugh and think how silly I was to be complaining about this. Because I know that he is out there. I know he is close.