New Life

I will praise you Lord, for you have rescued me.
You refused to let my enemies triumph over me.
O Lord my God, I cried out the you for help,
and you restored my health.
You brought me up from the grave, O Lord.
You kept me from falling into the pit of death.
Sing to the Lord, all you godly ones!
Praise his holy name.
His anger lasts for a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime!
Weeping may go on all night,
But joy comes with the morning.
When I was prosperous I said,
"Nothing can stop me now!"
Your favor, O Lord, made me as secure as a mountain.
Then you turned away from me, and I was shattered.
I cried out to you, O Lord.
I begged the Lord for mercy, saying,
"what will you gain if I die,
if I sink down into the grave?
Can it tell the world of your faithfulness?
Hear me, Lord, and have mercy on me.
Help me, O Lord."
You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing
You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothes me with joy,
the I might sing praises to you and not be silent.
O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever!
-Pslam 30:1-12

I was reading this verse today and it really hit hard for me. For many reasons I was so blessed with reading it because the Lord is amazing. He is one who forgives all..if you come to repent to him, he will forgive everything.
This concept for me is so hard to understand...but when it comes to matter of fact, it is not about us and the Lord is above all.
I have been recently changing my lifestyle of allowing the world to control me. I am done with allowing my emotions to tell me how I am going to feel. It is going to be a very hard battle for me, but the more I dedicate my life to the Lord, the more I am in the Bible, the more I make my life all about the Lord Jesus Christ, the more my life is going to transfer from a life that was only for me, to a life that is going to bring honor and glory to the kingdom of Christ.
I have no direction and no idea where my life is going, but I know that the Lord is preparing me. The journey I have been through has been a hard difficult one, with many ups and downs. A very rocky path following Christ, but I KNOW that my life is going to change. The Holy Spirit is strong in my soul, and I have never been more in love with Christ. I am in a lost city, that desperately needs the love of Christ, and I am going to do just that.
Lord take control of my life and show me where you want me to be. Lord I give everything to you. I am not going to worry about tomorrow and my life tomorrow...because all I have is today, all I have is this second and the next second. So it is my duty to show that to others.
Lord I love you so very much,
satan has no longer a grasp onto me. I am free from the loneliness and emptiness that is this world. I am a follower of you, I am a disciple for the greater cause of the world. Thank you for choosing me to be one of your children. I am saved from a lifetime in the pit of hell, and I will be taken to a land full of milk and honey. I land where everything is Christ, and there will be no hurting, there will be no pain, there will be no evil. Everything will be Christ.